Today of all days I want to sit and be thankful that I am a mother. I think I did the best that I could today. I always want to do better, be better, and even when there have been several times i have had to contribute and figure out my worth to this world I have turned my back. I can not help, I have thrown up my hands, there is nothing i can do for anyone. i dont even pretend to try anymore. I just want to be grateful today, grateful to be alive, grateful to have been with them and not have had to travel across the country to do it. I bless us all, us sisters on our travels, and fear for us. Who knows what these new roads have in store. I am deeply afraid as always that I make poor choices. choices that eat away and ebb at my very soul. eat at my very core, my very being.
The Pinhead Chronicles *DISCLAIMER* This blog is a semi autobiographical account of the contributor's real lives, past, present and future. Due to the sensitive nature of some events, the names of real people, and places are changed, in order to protect their privacy.
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