Meet the Pinheads

Pinhead #1  ~  Joy Dawn ~ Daughter, born 1974
Pinhead #2  ~  Nubbins Dawn ~ Daughter, born 1976
Pinhead # 3 ~ Trapper Dawn ~ Son, born 1981

Hi! I'm Nubbins, also known as Pinhead #2. I'm starting this New Year by taking a deep breath and jumping head first into a blog!

I don't really know what I am doing, or what I hope to achieve. Actually.... maybe that's not exactly accurate.

I've spent the last two years so physically ill that I have felt like I was dying. This Christmas was no exception.

It began on Boxing day, perhaps even before that, as I was unable to cook Christmas dinner for my spouse and I on Christmas day. I felt well enough to cook our dinner on Boxing day, but the following day I was ill, like that kid from the horror movie. It felt as though my head was spinning around, and I was puking some strange green substance.

It is really embarrassing to admit this, but I was spewing from the back end as well, and I didn't make it to the bowl either. How awesome is it to be running up the stairs holding onto your ass for dear life, crying, and yelling behind you to your spouse "Help please, I'm not going to make it!..... Oh Shit oh Shit oh Shit ohshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! Huuuuuunnnnnyyyy!!! *BAWL* There's pooh puddles on the floor! "

Let me tell you...... You know a man loves you.... when he cleans up your pooh puddles and doesn't make you feel like a disgusting dirty pig.

Yeah... so... anyways.....

By the time I went to the emerg. (more than 48hrs later) ..... sitting there with an IV in arm, and needing to get gravol injections..... I'd had it! I mean really had it.

I was sick and tired of being sick and tired.

So.... I decided that I was going to start my own "get with the program" program.

In as much as an Agoraphobic, PTSD, disassosciative disordered person, can.

I've been making my bed as soon as my spouse leaves for work, then I tidy my kitchen, and then I try to go on my stationary bicycle for at least 5 minutes ( small amounts of time every day (or close to), to make the routine of doing it become habit), then paint, stretches, play computer games/watch tv online..... and now I have added .....

write in my blog.

soooooooo......

tada!


As for Pinhead #1 and Pinhead #3 .... I can't say if they will contribute or not.... all I can say is... that I hope they will.

Stay Tuned for more posts!