im not sure what to write about tonight. except for maybe im loosing my kids and my mind all at the same time. i dont have a leg to stand on, not a financial one, not an emotional one. not a spiritual one. i just want the kids to be happy and sometimes i still dont understand why they cant be happy with me. i feel like im running out of energy, today was just another reminder of how badly im loosing my fight. how humiliating to sit there and be scrutinized by so many people. to sit there and suffer through. to have so many fingers pointed your way. i feel as if im melting and there will be nothing left of my but a mushy puddle of waste.
The Pinhead Chronicles *DISCLAIMER* This blog is a semi autobiographical account of the contributor's real lives, past, present and future. Due to the sensitive nature of some events, the names of real people, and places are changed, in order to protect their privacy.
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